Goodbye!

Assalamualaikum and hi korang. As I said I akan update my blog for the last time before I fly back to Penang and tadaaa! This will be my last night in my hometown Kota Kinabalu, Sabah. Esok pagi I dah kena balik Penang. Flight pukul 0720 in the morning. Ya Allah. Aku sangat tak bersedia nak balik.

Tak tau kenapa, mengapa dan bagaimana hati I ni terasa berat je nak balik Penang. It's unusual. I don't know why I dah rasa homesick sekarang padahal still kat rumah lagi. And memikirkan yang I akan keseorangan esok kat Penang buat I lagi rasa tak nak balik. Semua orang sampai Penang hari Ahad. I'm all alone. *tears*

Barang barang dah siap packing (finally!) tinggal nak berangkat je lagi. Bilik pun dah kosong balik. I'm so gonna miss my room like SERIOUSLY! I'm so gonna miss my home and everything. Paling penting. I AM DEFINITELY GONNA MISS MY PARENTS, SIBLINGS AND BABIES! Who's gonna call me "Maya" in Penang? I'm so gonna miss that :'( *burst into tears*

I can't update more cause I can't even think of anything right now. I just wanna hug each and everyone in this house. Anyway. UiTM Dihatiku. Wait for me!

Zha, xoxo.

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It Comes To An End

Assalamualaikum and hello everybody. Few days tak update blog rasa macam dah tinggal lama. Mesti rindu kan? Rindu cakap rindu. Tak baik menipu. Hahaha. Whatever it is. I IS MISSING MY BLOG! Tapi bile dah menghadap laptop ni tak tau nak luahkan ape pula. Actually banyak je bende nak share but then tak terkeluar pula. Apapun I will try my best untuk keep on updating my blog and if you think it's boring you may click the exit button. Be my guest!

So. 1 day left till my semester break ends which means Sabtu ni I dah kena fly back to Penang. WHAT?! Holiday dah habis?! So unbelievable and unacceptable. Rasa kejap gile cuti kali ni. Tak puas lagi nak stay dekat Kota Kinabalu dah kena balik Penang. Sobs! Usually I akan rasa excited nak balik but not this time and this is all because of my timetable yang macam haremmm. I bet it's going to be an exhausted and hectic semester for me. Ugh. Can I just skip this becoming semester? Help me!

Tak nak tak nak pun kena balik juga. Kena packing barang juga. So basically I'm halfway done packing. Tinggal few things yang kena masukkan dalam beg *as usual beg penuh* yay me! Harini pun sangat penat sebab dari bangun pagi dah start mengemas bilik. Seriously I rasa macam I buat clearance kat bilik I sendiri. I cuci tingkap, menyapu, vacuum and everything. 1 word I must say "Satisfaction". Yes! My room is now officially clean and zero rubbish. Woohoo! Beat that people!

Persediaan untuk next semester pun so far takde masalah. Resume untuk Latihan Industri *bahasa mudah - practical* pun dah settle tapi tak tau la betul ke tak. Hahaha. Takpe. Balik Penang nanti bincang balik dengan coordinator tengok ape yang kena betulkan. OMG OMG! Rasa diri ini dah dewasa sebab uruskan resume sendiri. Aww baby girl dah nak masuk alam pekerjaan *mimpi*. Diploma tak habis lagi ade hati nak kerja. Semeseter 3 ni pun tak lepas lagi hah.

Resume nak minta kerja :)

I have to admit yang perasaan excited nak balik Penang tu memang ade sebabnye nak jumpe my girls, my boys, friends and of course sayang. Hehehe. Itu haruslah! Lagipun 1st December tu kitorang genap 2 months. Aww sayang. I really can't wait to see you! Tapi kan tapi kan. Balik Penang nanti ni I sorang sorang. Dah la takde sape nak ambik I kat airport, sampai kampus pun girlfriends takde sebab diorang pegi Sedim. Bapak sedih! M pun tak sampai Penang lagi Sabtu tu. So I nak lepak dengan sape je? Sobs! Not a good start for a new semester I guess? Haihhh. Nasib nasib. Tapi takpelah. Dugaan seorang student kan? Pasrah!

Hmm... Tak ade ape lagi yang nak sembang. Nanti sebelum balik I akan try lagi untuk update blog ye? Stay tune!

XOXO

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Anger Management

Assalamualaikum hello hi hey! Oh Em Gee. Malam ni sangat semangat nak update blog sebab ape? I don't know. Terasa nak melepaskan segala kemarahan dan keghairahan kat blog malam ni. Wah gitu. Hahaha. Jadi, moh le kite lihat ape yang I nak share kali ni.

I tersangatlah bengang and agak emotional la sikit dengan match between Malaysia vs Singapore for the AFF Suzuki Cup 2012 just now. Bukan nak menjatuhkan Skuad Kebangsaan ke ape. But the game was just so bad. I have to admit la bukan senang nak main bola tu kan and I know our players memang dah cuba buat yang terbaik for our country but then there was a lot of careless mistakes yang memang... Haihhh. Tak tau nak cakap ape lagi dah. Bukan nak blame skuad kite je. Nak blame sekali coach kebangsaan si RajaGobal tu hah. Ntah pape je la yang dia latih dengan budak budak tu. Tak habis habis dengan eksperimen dia. Nak jadi scientist cakap. Tak payah susah susah jadi coach kebangsaan.

Selamanya Harimau Malaya

But. Despite all the careless mistakes and disappointing match. I still believe in our Skuad Harimau Malaya. I still have faith and put my trust on them. I know they can do it like they did before. Hopefully next match diorang akan bangkit dan mengaum semula. All The Best Tiger! *lepas ni I dah boleh jadi commentator sukan*

Anyway. Lupakan cerita pasal bola sepak dulu. I nak cerita pula pasal M ni hah. Oh Em Gee. Kitorang gaduh lagi last night untuk kali yang ke 137103856201! Eeee tak habis habis la kitorang ni bergaduh. Macam Tom & Jerry dah aku tengok kitorang berdua ni. Ugh! I tak tau nak cakap ape lagi dah. Sakit hati je kalau nak fikir balik.

M ni memang hardworking guy. I have to admit that. Tapi keje sampai takde masa untuk family, girlfriend and paling worst diri sendiri tu susah juga. Ntah la. I ni kan perempuan. Of course I need attention especially from my boyfriend. Tapi kalau boyfriend asyik busy memanjang, balik pun dah lewat malam dah penat nak tido mane I nak dapat attention? Hmm. Okay. To be honest, sometimes I ni pun jenis yang mendesak but all I want is his time. That's all. I'm lonely and I'm bored. Takde tempat nak luah perasaan and nak bermanja. How I wish dia faham perasaan I. Yang I tak tahan tu. When it comes to his friends, sampai 2-3 pagi pun sanggup stay up tau. Tapi untuk I je memang dia akan penat. Menci menci menci!

Lepas tu tau nak marah I bile I texting dengan orang lain. Okay memang tak patut juga la I buat camtu but then I texting dengan sape je? I text my buddyz Mr. F. I'm sad and he's there. At least F sanggup teman I sampai pukul 3 pagi tau just to make sure that I'm okay. He tried his best to make me happy again. And he did it. I do feel happy :') *suke lettew orang puji awak*

I dah tak tau nak buat camne lagi dah. All I can do is sabar, sabar and sabar. I really hope that all these will worth the wait. Tak sabar nak buka semester baru. Tak nak duduk jauh jauh lagi dah. *okay baru sedar yang cuti dah nak habis. uwaaaah!* I really hope that you will understand me. Will you?

Zha, xoxo.

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Too Much!

Assalamualaikum and hai you guys. Guess what? Blog I kini berwajah baru. Woohoo! I am so excited about this. Even URL I pun I dah tukar. So lepas ni you guys kena cari blog I balik tau. Dah tak boleh search guna URL lama. Sorry sangat sangat sebab menyusahkan. But this time I nak buat blog I more simple and slightly shows my maturity. With new title and brand new look buat I lebih bersemangat nak update blog lepas ni. Cehh. Semangat la sangat. Well. Kalau dekat rumah boleh la nak curi masa untuk update blog. Kalau kat Penang memang tak dapat la der. Dengan line broadband yang macam haremmm and dengan WiFi kat Kristal B macam... Okay. Tak boleh mencarut. No no no! So apapun I tetap akan update blog I ni selagi I mampu. Promise!

So what's the story this time? Kali ni I nak story pasal someone that I care too much until I hurt myself. Pergh! Hahaha. Macam funny la pula I cakap camtu. But it's the truth. Do you guys ever care for someone that much and he or she just never realize it? It makes you feel unappreciated. Neglected. What else? Hmm. To be honest. I selalu terperangkap dalam masalah macam ni. I'm the type of person yang senang sangat nak sayang orang. That's my biggest problem in life. Seriously. Sometimes I cursed myself for being super stupid. I trusted people easily. I cared for them. They left and I'm hurt. Poor me or f*ck them?

I met this person in Penang. Obviously in UiTMPP. Hahaha. Takkan I nak make friends dengan strangers kat Penang tu pula kan? So yes. We did have a good time together. He always be there for me when I need a shoulder to cry. He never failed in making me smile. One simple thing I can describe about him is he's like a brother to me. I love him as much as I love my brother (well of course I sayang abang I lebih la). I care for him and I will always do my best to make him happy. Kalau pasal gaduh tu memang pernah la. Once or twice maybe. Kitorang jarang gaduh but I don't know where is the mistake. Things changed.

Now I feel like I lost him. Yes, he's thousand miles away from me (due to semester break) tapi takkan la tak boleh contact langsung kan? Facebook, Twitter, BBM, Whatsapp semua tu boleh jadi source untuk stay connected. I don't see any effort. I memang cuba cari dia. I akan cari topik so that kitorang ada ongoing conversation. Unfortunately no respond. Mesti korang tau feeling dia bila orang tu tak nak cakap dengan kite kan? Some sort of unease feelings. Haaa. Macam tu la I rasa bila dengan dia. He pushed me away. Seems like he's trying his best not to get attached with me.

Pelik kan? How can someone who used to be so close to you suddenly become a stranger. I just hate that. Sometimes I macam tak nak kenal dia but I have no regrets at all for having him in my life as a good friend of mine. I just hope he'll never forget me. He'll love me as much as I love him and care for me as much as I care for him. Nak tulis panjang lagi tapi tak sanggup pula. Hmm.

Zha, xoxo.

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2011802084

Assalamualaikum and hi you olls. Okay. I'm supposed to publish this post this morning but time doesn't let me do the publishing. Jadinya post ini tertunggak sehingga malam. But it's alright. Keinginan untuk I update blog masih ade. Hahaha. Lagipun post I kali ni based on permintaan someone that I don't really know well. Acano tu? First time dalam sejarah sepanjang I menulis blog ade orang request nak I post pasal dia. But his story and mine was quite interesting (interesting la sangat) so rasanya okay kot nak tunaikan permintaan dia tu. Kan F kan? *senyum comel* Hahaha. Kalau korang bosan or malas nak baca silakan tekan butang X kat atas belah kanan tu ye. Tapi F awak kena baca sampai habis sebab awak yang suruh saya publish post ni. Hmph!

Did I mention yang I ni ramai kawan? Oh yes I did. It was on the last post. Hahaha. Okay. I mengaku I memang ramai kawan and most of them are boys. Unfortunately I have a problem in recognizing people's faces. Seriously. Sampai ade yang cakap I ni sombong la ape la. Padahal I memang susah nak cam muka orang you olls. Percayalah! Kalau boleh semua orang I nak tegur tapi apakan daya otak I tak mampu nak mengingat setiap sorang yang ade kat dalam kampus UiTMPP tu. *sigh* Lagi satu. Dekat Facebook I ramai je student UiTMPP yang add I jadi friend and I accepted. Ye la. "Campusmate" la katakan. Hahaha. So without knowing them I just confirm them as a friend. Including our Mr. F here. Hehehe. Bila F add I jadi friend kat Facebook pun I tak tau. Tak pernah kenal. Tak pernah tegur even dalam Facebook. Weird much? Hahaha.

Cerita bermula dekat Perlis time I join Kursus Pengurusan Organisasi (KPO). Short info pasal kursus tu is kursus tu khas untuk Majlis Tertinggi kelab dan persatuan. Woot woot! I pergi kursus tu as a Bendahari untuk Persatuan Seni Dan Budaya you olls. Kelas kau Jah! Hahaha. Anyway. It was fun. I met a lot of new peoples. Make new friends and I was the center of attraction at that time. It feels like kembali ke zaman MDS where everybody knows me. Seriously. Kena bahan sepanjang kursus. And it's all because I orang Sabah. Ugh! Interesting part is F was there too! Tapi obviously I tak kenal dia. I don't even know dia tu pernah wujud dalam friends list kat Facebook I. So kursus tu berakhir tanpa terjadi apa apa. (except for I jadi popular selepas kursus tu. *sigh*) Hahaha.

Then hari hari I berlalu seperti biasa. Class, class and more classes. Until one day I ade kitchen class. Time tu kitchen pastry. Minggu tu kitorang buat Oreo Cheese Cake, Blackforest and Cream Caramel. Final exam kitchen okay? Hahaha. As usual selepas kitchen class product yang dah siap boleh bawa balik. And I don't know why haritu I nak sangat bawa balik product group kitorang. Usually I takkan bawa balik. Never! So I pun bawa la balik 3 kotak kek. Kebetulan masa tu nak pegi FC Intan sebab ade training Persada. So I pun ikut jalan belakang hotel. Jalan tu sumpah gelap. Memang scary. UiTM ni kedekut nak pasang lampu terang terang. Pfft! Pastu tetibe ade suara jantan yang datang dari mane ntah tegur I. OMG sumpah scary! Dah la tak bagi salam tetibe nak cakap Sabah pula dengan I. And then I was like... "Okaaay. Mamat ni tau dari mane aku orang Sabah?"

Ah'ha! Dari KPO. Dah agak dah. Budak budak KPO memang suke bahan I. Hahaha. Si mamat ni tegur ape tau? Tegur I bawa banyak kek. Ingatkan nak cakap I comel pakai baju kitchen ke. Hahaha. Okay perasan. Then I dengan baik hatinye bagi la kat mamat tu sekotak Oreo Cheese Cake sebab I pun dah tak sanggup nak bawa banyak banyak kek. Sedekah tu kan amalan yang baik. Hahaha. Mamat tu sangat comel sebab dia tersipu malu bile I bagi kek. Aww :') Tak lama selepas tu notification BB bunyi. Ade orang tag gambar. Gambar ape? Gambar Oreo Cheese Cake tadi. It was F!

Time tu la segala persoalan bermain di minda. Hahaha. What a small world kan? (memang small pun kampus UiTMPP tu -.-') F dah jadi friend I kat Facebook dah lama dah tapi I tak pernah tau pun. Sweet la juga F buat camtu. Terharu sebab kek tu takdelah cantik mane and takdelah sedap mane tapi dia tetap post gambar tu kat Facebook (Instagram pun ade). Hahaha. Then bermulalah kisah kitorang yang sebenar. Macam tu la sebenarnye kitorang jadi kawan. Well. Of course lepas tu kitorang ade tukar number phone. Hahaha. Oh and we did bumped once dekat kitchen. Comel je orang tu pakai jaket fakulti. Student EE rupanya...

F and I have a trademark. Trademark kitorang comel and takde sape boleh tiru okay? Hahaha. Trademark kitorang yang iklan Digi Buddyz tu. "Takkan Terpisah". Haaa. Ade makne tau benda tu sebenarnye. Kitorang bukan saje saje nak cakap benda tu. Kenapa dan mengapa kitorang cakap takkan terpisah sebab mane ade I situ ade F. F la ni yang sibuk nak tiru orang. Hahaha. Mula mula kat Facebook. Lepas tu kat Foursquare. Hah! Yang Foursquare tu pun I tak tau bile je dia add jadi friend. F ni memang magic. Hahaha. Pastu kat Twitter and akhir sekali kat Instagram. Blogger takde ke bang? It's like almost every social network kitorang connected. Isn't that sweet? Aww F :') But! He's just a friend of mine okay? Jangan salah anggap pula. Hahaha.

So that's it. Nothing much. I really hope yang kitorang akan jadi kawan and terus berkawan. Hehehe. I like him. As a friend of course. And F next semester awak kena datang serving class orang tau. Hahaha. Puas hati tak cite pasal awak ni? Penat tau perah otak fikir nak tulis ape pasal awak. See you soon and orang still tunggu ganjaran nama penuh awak tu!

Lots of love, Zha :)
XOXO

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What Goes Up Must Come Down.

Assalamualaikum and hello readers. Okay. Blog dah berdebu. Cerita dah menggunung tapi I tak story lagi kat you olls. Mesti rindu kan? Tak? Okay fine. Let me just continue with my stories. But promise me you guys won't get bored. Ngeh!

So. My last update was on 3rd November 2012. Pastu I menghilangkan diri sebabnye I balik Penang you olls. Yes. PENANG! Sebab ape? Sebab join Culinary Team untuk Penang Beach Carnival. Benda tu takde yang menarik pun I boleh cite. Obviously kalau dah Culinary mestilah pasal masak kan? So I assume korang dah faham la ye. Hehehe. But! Yes. BUT! I terpaksa balik Sabah sebab ade hal yang tak dapat dielakkan. Family I jatuh sakit akibat serangan virus musim tengkujuh. Said Mr. Doctor lah. I don't know lah cause I'm in Penang lah at that time. Virus bukan sebarang virus tau. Agak teruk juga family I kena you olls. My 1 year old nephew sampai masuk emergency ward pukul 3 pagi. Amekkaw leleh air mata kiah mak bila dapat tau berita tu. Lepas tu mummy pula diserang sejenis penyakit yang agak kronik sehinggakan kitorang terpaksa bawa berubat cara kampung sebab ubat hospital takde effect langsung. Agak agak korang kalau dah berubat secara tradisional tu... Korang faham sendiri la ye ape penyakit tu. Hmm. Tapi apapun syukur Alhamdulillah mummy dah beransur pulih dan dia dah boleh jalani kehidupan dia yang normal. Dah pergi berzumba dah petang tadi. Tuuu diaaa.

Kehidupan I seperti biasa iaitu menguruskan hal hal rumahtangga walaupun I belum ade rumah apatah lagi tangga untuk diuruskan sebenarnye. Ngeh. My job as usual is to babysit my two adorable yet stubborn niece & nephew at home. Babysitter tu dah memang full time job. Part time job pula jadi tukang masak. Orang kat rumah request nak makan ape then I yang kena masak. WHAT IS THIS?! Tapi atas sebab minat yang mendalam dalam dunia masakan I accepted their challenges. Hehehe.

Bla bla bla. Itu ceritera I kat rumah. Sekarang I nak story pasal ape yang sepatutnya I story kali ni. Back on track! Tapi ape yang I post ni sekadar luahan hati I sendiri. Rasanye tak perlulah ade pihak yang nak besar besarkan hal ni kan kan kan? Jaga tepi kain sendiri sudah. Tak gitu?

So. I ni ade ramai sangat kawan. Tapi mane satu kawan yang ikhlas berkawan dengan I tu... I have no idea. I think ramai je orang yang fake sekarang ni. And to be honest I pun sometimes fake juga. Tapi dengan certain people je la. Hohoho. Lebih baik jujur daripada berpura pura kan? Anyway. Cerita pasal kawan. Ade la sorang member I ni. Kitorang ni boleh dikatakan close friends juga la. But one thing I don't like about her is she likes to copy me. Bukan la nak perasan ke ape. Tapi mostly things that I said, done, and whatever mesti dia akan buat benda yang sama. It doesn't seems right somewhere isn't it? Kalau korang kat tempat I pun mesti korang akan rasa tak comfortable. So. Benda ni I tak ambik hati lagi. Well small things like this takkan nak besar besarkan sampai nak jadi gaduh kan? Kite nak dah besar. Dah masuk UiTM. Tak main la nak gaduh gaduh. Tak matured la derr. Hahaha. Tapi. Everyone have their own limits right? Sometimes kalau perbuatan kau tu dah melampaui batas sape je yang sanggup nak bersabar.

For the records. I'm the type of person yang tak suke sangat sangat apabila barang kepunyaan I diambil or dipakai sesuka hati tanpa meminta kebenaran I terlebih dahulu. I HATE THAT! I mean... Sape je yang suke kan barang dia kena pakai suka suki tanpa permission? So member I ni ingat dia member I dia boleh sesuka hati pakai barang I tanpa minta permission I. Even benda kecik pun when it is so called MINE, you should ask for a permission before you use it. Yang I tak puas hati, dah la pakai barang I tanpa minta permission, mulut kurang ajar pula tu. Deyyy! I rase nak sepak je dia time tu. Nasib I ni jenis yang tak suke nak create scene. Sabar zha sabar.

Tapi benda dah lepas kan, so I malas la nak perbesarkan hal ni. I hanya mampu berbicara kat blog je la. Luah perasaan kat sini pun dah cukup. Hahaha. Apapun nasihat I untuk member I tu. Jangan la kita lupa diri ye wahai sahabat. Kita takkan selalu berada kat atas. One day awak akan berada di bawah and pada masa tu takde sape akan pandang awak lagi. Sekian, terima kasih.

Okay. Dah luah satu story. Hahaha. Baru perasan cara penulisan kali ni agak gedik. Kisah lapan. Whatever. I don't care. I'll get back to you guys okay? Later!

Zha, xoxo.

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Thoughts

Assalamualaikum and hello readers. Alhamdulillah zha masih lagi bernafas dan berpeluang untuk mengupdate blog pada malam ini. Okay. Agak formal di situ. Well. Screw the formality and let's get back to the mission.
Cehh. Acah acah agent 007 la pula kan. Ni pengaruh wayang la ni. Khusyuk sangat tengok Skyfall petang tadi dengan mummy dan abang tersayang. Movie tu sangat best. Boleh bagi 5 bintang.

 #Skyfall #JamesBond #007

Okay. Tutup kes 007 sebab korang boleh tengok sendiri movie tu. Tujuan sebenar update blog malam ni sebab hati terdetik nak menulis. Hahaha. Ye la kan. Nak menulis blog ni pun kena ada mood dan idea. Kang aku merepek kat blog ni kaki aku dapat. Ye dok?

Entah kenapa, mengapa dan bagaimana aku tetibe je nak cerita pasal personal thoughts. Usually benda camni aku simpan sendiri je. Well. Since ada blog apa salah berkongsi kasih dan meluahkan isi hati dengan blog kan? Hahaha. Blog aku suka hati aku nak mencarut apa. Tak suka boleh blah tak payah buang masa nak baca pastu kutuk kutuk aku. Ape je korang dapat kalau kutuk aku? Buat korang sakit hati je kan? Pastu tak pasal pasal dah dapat dosa. Haaa. Cuba hang pikiaq.

Kalau anda, anda dan anda nak tau. Aku ni ada kisah silam yang tak berapa nak syok la. Aku tak pernah cerita benda ni kat blog sebab aku rasa buang masa nak tulis pasal kisah ni. Tetapi memandangkan kisah ni ada kaitan dengan kisah yang aku lalui sekarang. Aku kena cerita. Sebelum masuk UiTMPP aku ni dah taken. Bukan taken yang movie tu tau. Taken means in a relationship. Hahaha. So aku bahagia dengan hidup aku masa tu. Almost 3 years we've been together. He's 2 years younger than me (dia ambik SPM tahun ni - all the best!). We were seriously in love until I got accepted by UiTM. Things were running smoothly until something happened between us. Okay. Why we broke up tu memang aku tak boleh nak share sebab tu sangat sensitif and personal. Macam macam benda jadi lepas tu. We're strangers now.

Agak lama aku membujang selepas kejadian itu. Hahaha. Seriously. Almost setahun juga la membujang sebab phobia dan trauma melanda jiwa. Jadi untuk berada dalam relationship tu agak susah untuk aku. Bukan nak membanggakan diri aduhainye pun ter ber. Tapi ramai je lelaki yang nak try aku. Some are serious and some are don't. Most of them belongs to the "don't" group. So memang tak la aku nak couple kan kalau dengan yang main main? Aku bujang dan terus membujang sampai la peperiksaan dalaman UiTM semester Jun - Nov 2012 berlangsung. Haaa. Agak menarik di situ. Well at least for me. Duhh!

*kisah aku dengan dia tu simpan untuk entri yang akan datang. hihihi*

Alhamdulillah sedar tak sedar dah sebulan juga la aku dengan dia ni. Tapi sebulan tu penuh dengan cabaran dan dugaan kalau korang nak tau. Bukan senang nak tempuh. Hahaha. Air mata ni memang beberapa kali jugalah keluar. Tapi adat la tu dalam relationship kan? Gaduh gaduh sayang. 1 November 2012 yang lepas kitorang genap sebulan. It's a good start I assume. I'm hoping that there will be next months and many years to come. Amin. Kan sayang kan? Hahaha. But now things start to get tougher. Fights and tears are most likely become our best friend. And this long distance make things become harder for us. Things that I'm afraid of happened. I must say both of us sangat ego. Hahaha. Despite the fights and everything, I know he loves me so much and he's afraid of losing me. And I, on the other side, honestly feel the same. I really hope that our relationship will always standing this strong. Hehehe. Much love sayang. xx

So tu je la kot yang aku mampu share. Hahaha. Kalau ada nak share lagi nanti aku buat entri baru. Sebab semak aku nak campur semua story dalam satu entri. Tak gitu? Hopefully my friends out there yang tengah hangat bercinta tu pun kekal la ek. Amin.

Truthfully, zha.

XOXO

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