The First Kiss ❤️

It all started when I was in 1st semester. New life at a new place hoping to be better and if I could, find myself a girl. I didn't look, I never thought about looking for one. Some just pass by, and some stop by just to teach my heart a lesson.

One of those days during that semester, I joined a club called Persada -- because I like to dance and also with hope to see some hot babes. On one night I saw a hot babe. She was beautiful -- with a body that sway with her burgundy dress and a voice so loud yet sweet it shook my heart. I instantly felt an attraction towards her. The night passed but I did not catch her name and I felt like it would take a while before I could meet her again.

So I did what any 18 year old would do at that time -- I Facebook her. Although sadly I couldn't find her. But life goes on and more pass by and a few touch my heart. As days pass by and finals are coming to a close, I met two gentlemen who acknowledge my skills as a Bboy and acquire the same interest. They took me in and treated me like a brother. They taught me about perseverance, loyalty and most of all friendship.

In my 2nd semester, during one day of our daily routine at the Mechanical Faculty building, 4 girls came by and watch. I was shy at first, and it struck me, "that's her, the girl from the other night". My heart sank as she said hi to me -- and I pulled in my stomach, took a deep breath, look dead cold in her "pretty melt your heart eyes" and said "hey". I continue my routine -- trying to ignore them looking but at the same time trying to impress her.

Although I did not able to charm her heart that day, I caught her name. She had such a pretty name that fits her pretty self. As days goes by, I was able to find her on Facebook. I added her but we didn't talk -- just the usual "thanks for add ya :)". After a while my attraction towards her became stronger like a candle burning brighter and brighter.

Soon we became closer and started talking on a regular basis. But then the candle started to fade as my tears started falling on it as I found out she was not available. My girl at that time was in the hand of another man. And all I could do was put on a smile whenever she pass by.

As semesters pass -- many goodbyes has been spoken and many safe trip wishes has been said, we remain friends and it's undeniable that the candle still has a spark to it. One day during my semester break, I got a text from her. She was looking for me because she was alone in KL and she saw me as a friend that could be there for her. Sadly I couldn't but I promised to look for her back when I return -- and I did.

We started hanging out like any two friends would but one day, on 24th April 2014, my life changed. It was at the movie, Brick Mansion was showing and we decided it would be a good watch since the late Paul Walker was in it. We didn't felt awkward -- we held hands, and her hands felt like it has always held mine. Like it was perfectly made to fit in my hand.

And so the movie started -- she leaned her head on my shoulder, and I could smell her scent. So sweet it made my blood boil. I saw her lips -- pink with a hint of sexy. I couldn't hold it any longer. The candle started glowing brighter -- I wanted to kiss her so bad and so I fondled her neck and peck her cheeks, as she pushes me away.

I pushed my lips nearer to her's, and she held my face, looked into my eyes, and gave me a peck on the lips. Simple enough the candle exploded and I felt something that I never knew I could feel. It's so warm and nice inside. I immediately knew, this girl is something special and I should never let her go.

I choose to love her -- because she's my friend, she's my lover, and most of all, she's my happiness. I love her with all my heart. Without a doubt, she has been in my heart since forever. It just took her touch for my heart to see that all the pain in the past was worth that moment. She's my end and my beginning -- and I wouldn't want anyone else to stay in my heart but her.