Anger Management

Assalamualaikum hello hi hey! Oh Em Gee. Malam ni sangat semangat nak update blog sebab ape? I don't know. Terasa nak melepaskan segala kemarahan dan keghairahan kat blog malam ni. Wah gitu. Hahaha. Jadi, moh le kite lihat ape yang I nak share kali ni.

I tersangatlah bengang and agak emotional la sikit dengan match between Malaysia vs Singapore for the AFF Suzuki Cup 2012 just now. Bukan nak menjatuhkan Skuad Kebangsaan ke ape. But the game was just so bad. I have to admit la bukan senang nak main bola tu kan and I know our players memang dah cuba buat yang terbaik for our country but then there was a lot of careless mistakes yang memang... Haihhh. Tak tau nak cakap ape lagi dah. Bukan nak blame skuad kite je. Nak blame sekali coach kebangsaan si RajaGobal tu hah. Ntah pape je la yang dia latih dengan budak budak tu. Tak habis habis dengan eksperimen dia. Nak jadi scientist cakap. Tak payah susah susah jadi coach kebangsaan.

Selamanya Harimau Malaya

But. Despite all the careless mistakes and disappointing match. I still believe in our Skuad Harimau Malaya. I still have faith and put my trust on them. I know they can do it like they did before. Hopefully next match diorang akan bangkit dan mengaum semula. All The Best Tiger! *lepas ni I dah boleh jadi commentator sukan*

Anyway. Lupakan cerita pasal bola sepak dulu. I nak cerita pula pasal M ni hah. Oh Em Gee. Kitorang gaduh lagi last night untuk kali yang ke 137103856201! Eeee tak habis habis la kitorang ni bergaduh. Macam Tom & Jerry dah aku tengok kitorang berdua ni. Ugh! I tak tau nak cakap ape lagi dah. Sakit hati je kalau nak fikir balik.

M ni memang hardworking guy. I have to admit that. Tapi keje sampai takde masa untuk family, girlfriend and paling worst diri sendiri tu susah juga. Ntah la. I ni kan perempuan. Of course I need attention especially from my boyfriend. Tapi kalau boyfriend asyik busy memanjang, balik pun dah lewat malam dah penat nak tido mane I nak dapat attention? Hmm. Okay. To be honest, sometimes I ni pun jenis yang mendesak but all I want is his time. That's all. I'm lonely and I'm bored. Takde tempat nak luah perasaan and nak bermanja. How I wish dia faham perasaan I. Yang I tak tahan tu. When it comes to his friends, sampai 2-3 pagi pun sanggup stay up tau. Tapi untuk I je memang dia akan penat. Menci menci menci!

Lepas tu tau nak marah I bile I texting dengan orang lain. Okay memang tak patut juga la I buat camtu but then I texting dengan sape je? I text my buddyz Mr. F. I'm sad and he's there. At least F sanggup teman I sampai pukul 3 pagi tau just to make sure that I'm okay. He tried his best to make me happy again. And he did it. I do feel happy :') *suke lettew orang puji awak*

I dah tak tau nak buat camne lagi dah. All I can do is sabar, sabar and sabar. I really hope that all these will worth the wait. Tak sabar nak buka semester baru. Tak nak duduk jauh jauh lagi dah. *okay baru sedar yang cuti dah nak habis. uwaaaah!* I really hope that you will understand me. Will you?

Zha, xoxo.