Lumrah Hidup

Assalamualaikum and hello bloggers. Hahaha as usual la I memang suka jadi chipsmore dekat blog ni kejap ada kejap hilang. Well nak kata busy tu tak juga cuma tahap kerajinan tu kurang sikit. Maybe it's because walaupun duduk rumah tapi ada commitment yang lain. Okay so what's the story? Let me see... Banyak je nak cerita so I'll just summarize everything and make the long stories short okay?

First of all. Alhamdulillah syukur I have completed my Diploma in Culinary Arts from University of Technology Mara (UiTM) Pulau Pinang. My 3 years journey has successfully ended with clean record. Memang syukur sangat sebab seriously I rasa macam baru je masuk UiTM haritu. Tengok sekarang dah dapat title "graduan". Well dah officially graduated la cuma tak pakai jubah, ambil scroll and baling topi lagi. Yang tu kena tunggu lagi 6 bulan *sigh* but yeah janji diploma dah dalam tangan. As I said on my Facebook my 2 life goals achieved which to make my parents proud and to have a Diploma. But yeah there are more goals yang memang lepas ni kena usaha lebih lagi. And my next goal is to have my Degree. Nak juga ada title "Bachelor in ..." tu kan. Dalam kurungan "Hons". Gitewww. Oh and of course -- KAHWIN!

Anyway. I have this one thing on my mind yang sampai sekarang I can't just figure it out. Tak tau nak cakap macam mana. Kalau cakap direct nanti ada yang terasa pula. But who cares. Rasanya benda ni memang lumrah la kan. So we just have to deal with it. Sometimes I rasa bengang dengan masyarakat kita ni, Bukan nak kata Melayu ni tak bagus but admit it orang Melayu ni memang tak boleh lari dari perasaan dengki, tak puas hati and suka sangat jaga tepi kain orang lain. Tak faham la kenapa dah zaman millennium pun masih wujud orang yang berperangai sebegitu rupa. Ugh. Geram bila fikir balik. I malas nak cerita perkara sebenar and it happens that I'm good at sarcasm so yeah faham sendiri je la. Hahaha. Sometimes people tend to act like they know everything about you. Lepas tu cakap main ikut sedap mulut tak tau cerita sebenar. Paling penting I just don't get it why do you have to bother with people's choices. Tak semua benda yang kita buat kita kena dapatkan permission dari each and every human being kan? Gelabah sangat. I mean come on. Just deal with the fact that I am tremendously happy with my choice. Hidup masing masing so tak payah nak masuk campur and act like you know me better. Tak perlu la sampai nak buka aib orang sebar macam macam kat semua orang and buat orang lain nampak diri kau ditindas. Ugh publisiti murahan sangat. So fuck it!

I really hope this kind of people mendapat hidayah dari Allah untuk menjalani hidup mereka dgn tenang tanpa perlu menjaga tepi kain orang lain. Amin. Anyway I am undoubtedly happy with one of my life choices which is to be Asyraf Kamaruddin's girlfriend. Memang la orang cakap kita kalau bercinta ni jangan taksub sangat. Buat biasa sudah. But yeah. I memang happy dengan dia and that's the kind of happiness that I need in life. Tak taksub but I'm thankful and there is no way I'm gonna lose him. To be honest we do have a lot of arguments especially bila dah duduk jauh ni but I guess that's what makes us stronger. Geram juga dengan dia ni sebab selalu nak menang je tapi it's my fault too (sometimes). Hahaha. Kalau nak compare between us I'm the one yang selalu sangat buat hal. Tapi dia sabar je walaupun sometimes dia hilang sabar juga la. I'm the greatest pain in his ass. I love him. I'm in love with his imperfections. I'm so in love. Tak tau nak cakap macam mana sebab nanti korang yang baca ni mesti annoyed. Hahaha. Sorry. So I guess entri kali ni stop sampai sini. Ada peluang nanti I will update more!

XOXO,
Zha