First Attempt

Assalamualaikum and hello hello pembaca blog sekalian. Ouch! Rasa lama tak update blog. Few days juga la kan? Well. Agak penat and setiap malam busy "on the phone" dengan Mr. Boyfriend. Rindu la katakan seminggu lebih tak jumpa. Hahaha. Okay. Whatever.

So. As usual la kalau I balik rumah time cuti dapur tu mesti gedegang gedegung. Ada la benda yang I akan buat. Untuk hilangkan bosan dan untuk menajamkan lagi skill I dalam bidang yang I ceburi ni. Lagipun dekat rumah satu family ni support apa yang I buat. Lagilah berkobar kobar nak cuba benda baru kan? Jadi. Beberapa hari yang lepas I decided to make durian crepe. Durian crepe ni degembar gemburkan sekarang ni. Boleh dikatakan trending juga la. I pun nak juga tau perasaan membuat durian crepe ni. Well basically takde la susah mana nak buat. Simple je. And my first attempt in making durian crepe was a success. Yay!

Atas permintaan an old friend of mine Nadz Jamil atau lebih dikenali sebagai "konco" di SMK Lok Yuk... *hahaha* So I akan post la recipe and cara membuat si durian crepe ni. I pun ambik kat internet je sebenarnye.

DURIAN CREPE / DURIAN PANCAKE

250 gm tepung gandum

3 biji telur

500 ml santan

1/2 sudu teh garam

1 sudu teh pandan emulco

1 sudu teh pewarna hijau

Satukan semua bahan di atas di dalam bekas

Kacau rata

Masukkan dalam blender dan kisar

Kemudian tapis

Sediakan kuali leper untuk membuat crepe yang tidak melekat

Panaskan hingga kuali benar-benar panas

Oleskan sedikit minyak pada kuali

Kemudian kecilkan api

Tuangkan satu senduk kecil ke dalam kuali dan masaklah adunan tadi hingga menjadi crepe

Adunan tak perlu di balikkan

Bila permukaan atasnya dah kering terus angkat

Buat sehingga habis

Biarkan sejuk.

Durian Filling

1 cawan Non dairy Whipping Cream

Isi durian secukupnya

Pukul Whipping Cream dalam mixer hingga kental

Pisahkan isi durian dari bijinya. Lumatkan sedikit

Bentangkan 1 keping crepe

Letakkan Whipping Cream di tengahnya

Letakkan isi durian

Tutupkan semula dengan Whipping Cream

Lipatlah crepe

Kemudian simpan dalam peti ais sebentar

Enak di hidangkan dingin.

So inilah hasil yang I dapat...

Selamat mencuba!

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Random Feelings?

Assalamualaikum and hello korang! I know I know. Lama I menghilang kan? Okay. It was a very super long story so I malas nak cerita semua benda remeh yang I rasa tak penting untuk I selitkan dalam blog I. But benda penting yang I nak share is I'm HOME! Yes. Home as in HOME in Kota Kinabalu okay?! Reasons why I'm back was because I have an interview for my internship next semester and what else do you think? Of course la HOLIDAY! Chinese New Year break. Best feeling ever bila dapat balik rumah sendiri time holiday. Oh My Gucci!

Okay. Whatever it is. I have a huge story I wanna share. Well. Not exactly huge and for sure it is not that important. Not for you. Right?

Have you guys ever fell in love with two different person at the very same time? I know it sounds greedy but it really happen. There comes a time where your heart is at two places and your soul just don't have an idea where should it go. Some people just don't get the idea of loving two person at the same time because they just don't belong to the situation. And that kind of people who will always judge. I just don't understand why they have to judge.

Being stuck and not having the idea of what you should do is sucks. Really. It kills you and sometimes you just feel like jumping off the cliff and die. Screaming out loud seems to sound better I guess? Whatever it is. The problem is still there. Whether you jump or scream, you still have to face the truth. You can't run away from your problems. So face it. That's what I have done and it was a HUGE relieved. Believe me.

Honesty brings me to happiness. I told them the truth. Guts suddenly become my best friend. Yes. I have made the right decision. I am now happy with someone that never doubt with his love for me. He live his life for me. Though he had been through so many things when he's with me but he never gave up. I'm just so lucky to have someone who love and care for me that much. Be jelly. I love you sayang. It's been 4 months and 10 days. Looking forward for years now.

XOXO, ZHA.

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STRESS MUCH!

Assalamualaikum and hai korang! Oh My God like seriously lama gile tak update my blog isn't it? I MISS TO WRITE! Last haritu update yang I dah sampai Penang. And guess what?! Post kali ni I tengah HOLIDAY! I know right? Time flies so fast. Sekarang ni kitorang tengah "mid sem break" merangkap sekali sebagai cuti Krismas. And I as usual kalau cuti setakat 1 week ni memey dok aihh nak balik Sabah. Bazir duit je. Bukan duit I tapi duit abah I. Well tipu la kalau kata I tak nak balik. Nak memang nak tapi macam membazir sangat ticket sampai 1k tapi balik 5 days je. Hmm. Whatever.

So sepanjang 3 minggu I dekat Penang tu macam berbagai macam dah benda yang I lalui. OMG korang! Baru 3 minggu penat I tu dah macam 13 minggu tau. Air mata ni ntah berapa baldi dah mencurah curah. Bukan sebab homesick tapi sebab stress. Yes! STRESS!

Antara punca dan sebab I stress :

1. I kena terlibat sama dalam pemilihan dan membimbing pelapis AJK untuk Kelab L'Art De Chef. Penat kot turun meeting menghadap muka budak budak yang tak berapa nak budak lagi tu. Pfft!
2. I jadi Chef Of The Day (COD) untuk kitchen Comm dan Asian on the same week. Yes! ON THE SAME WEEK! 2 DAYS IN A ROW! Aaaaaah! Gile tak gile!
3. Okay basically I stress sebab COD tu je. Hahaha. Ye la. Nak fikir menu, nak cari resipi, pastu nak run benda tu. Dah habis nak buat report pula.

So cuti kali ni I kena settlekan COD Report. *sigh*

Tapi tak student la kalau tak stress kan? Betul tak? Haaa. See? Tak bermakna kitorang student Culinary Arts ni asyik tau nak masak kat dapur je. Masak tu takde hal. Nak memikirkan benda sebelum dan selepas masak tu yang challenging. So don't underestimate the Culinarians okay? Okay. Kalau nak cerita satu per satu pasal kisah I menjadi COD ni memang panjang berjela la jawabnye. Ya Allah! Kitchen I tu dah macam tongkang pecah tau tak? Budak budak kelas I tu berlagak! Berlagak tau semua benda! I hate them! SO MUCH! Sabar Zha sabar. Tak nak cerita pasal diorang. Buat I sakit hati!

So setakat tu je lah I share kali ni. Nanti I will get back to you bila I dah free sebab sekarang I busy siapkan report COD I.

Xoxo, Zha.

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New Journey Begin...

Assalamualaikum and hi you olls. Okay. Guess what? I'm in Penang already. Oh Em Gee! I CANNOT BELIEVE THIS! *jaw drop* Walaupun entri I semalam agak emotional (mana tak emo update blog sambil nangis), I tetap menguatkan diri untuk terus melangkah maju kehadapan. Cehh. Confident! Hahaha. So lemme tell you what had happened today.

Flight I pagi tadi pukul 0720. So as usual bangun awal pagi and rushing pegi airport sebab rumah I jauh dari KKIA. Kena bertolak awal dari rumah. But nasib baik I dah check in awal so takde la rushing mana pun sebenarnye. Hehoheho. Whatever! And then check in luggage and everything pastu sampailah detik perpisahan dengan parents I. OMG OMG! Tak nak cite sebab nanti nangis *sobs*. And then fly to KL untuk transit for almost 1 hour baru bertolak pegi Penang lagi. So sampai Penang tadi around 1145 in the morning.

Nasib menyebelahi diri I bile I terserempak dengan sekumpulan budak Sabah & Sarawak. Diorang sedang cari orang untuk join diorang balik sekali ke kampus. So tanpa berfikir panjang I follow them sebab it's way WAY CHEAPER berbanding dengan naik taxi. Well. Takde orang dapat ambik I dekat airport so I kena balik sendiri. And I kena buktikan dengan semua orang yang I boleh survive tanpa kawan kawan I! Kitorang pun balik UiTM beramai ramai (15 orang).

Sampai kampus terus pegi daftar ambik kunci and everything. And guess what?! I got the SAME HOUSE, SAME ROOM, SAME ROOMIES AND EVERYTHING! OH MY GOD! Just my luck! But not so lucky sebab housemate tak balik lagi. Ade yang dah balik pun keluar dengan family masing masing. So yes, I'M ALL ALONE! *tears*

Luckily I terserempak dengan my Twitter pal @kewetttt kat FC Nilam dengan geng geng Sabah dia (which I know them also) so borak la dengan diorang kejap. Ngehehehe. Pastu diorang ajak pegi hantar member diorang balik Mutiara (kolej luar kampus) and terus pegi makan. So sekali lagi tanpa berfikir panjang I follow juga. Hehehe. Ini adalah untuk mengelakkan rasa bosan I yang dah mencapai tahap dewa! Alang alang dah keluar pegi JJ tu I pun beli la toiletries I sekali. Nasib la ade budak budak ni teman. Aww so sweet of them :') *padahal tak kenal rapat pun sebenarnye* Then balik. Tu je la. Hahaha.

So now I'm all alone in my room tak tau nak buat ape. Perut pula rasa lapar. Hmm. Tahan je la sampai esok. Nak tengok bola malam ni Harimau Malaya vs Garuda tapi macam takde rezeki je. Pasrah! Nak unpack barang barang semua kat bilik Ura dengan Poh (IT'S LOCKED) so tak dapat nak tunaikan hasrat tu. So nampaknye malam ni aku tengok katil, katil tengok aku la ye. Kawan kawan yang lain silalah datang kampus cepat cause I AM BORED TO DEATH!

Zha, xoxo.

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Goodbye!

Assalamualaikum and hi korang. As I said I akan update my blog for the last time before I fly back to Penang and tadaaa! This will be my last night in my hometown Kota Kinabalu, Sabah. Esok pagi I dah kena balik Penang. Flight pukul 0720 in the morning. Ya Allah. Aku sangat tak bersedia nak balik.

Tak tau kenapa, mengapa dan bagaimana hati I ni terasa berat je nak balik Penang. It's unusual. I don't know why I dah rasa homesick sekarang padahal still kat rumah lagi. And memikirkan yang I akan keseorangan esok kat Penang buat I lagi rasa tak nak balik. Semua orang sampai Penang hari Ahad. I'm all alone. *tears*

Barang barang dah siap packing (finally!) tinggal nak berangkat je lagi. Bilik pun dah kosong balik. I'm so gonna miss my room like SERIOUSLY! I'm so gonna miss my home and everything. Paling penting. I AM DEFINITELY GONNA MISS MY PARENTS, SIBLINGS AND BABIES! Who's gonna call me "Maya" in Penang? I'm so gonna miss that :'( *burst into tears*

I can't update more cause I can't even think of anything right now. I just wanna hug each and everyone in this house. Anyway. UiTM Dihatiku. Wait for me!

Zha, xoxo.

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It Comes To An End

Assalamualaikum and hello everybody. Few days tak update blog rasa macam dah tinggal lama. Mesti rindu kan? Rindu cakap rindu. Tak baik menipu. Hahaha. Whatever it is. I IS MISSING MY BLOG! Tapi bile dah menghadap laptop ni tak tau nak luahkan ape pula. Actually banyak je bende nak share but then tak terkeluar pula. Apapun I will try my best untuk keep on updating my blog and if you think it's boring you may click the exit button. Be my guest!

So. 1 day left till my semester break ends which means Sabtu ni I dah kena fly back to Penang. WHAT?! Holiday dah habis?! So unbelievable and unacceptable. Rasa kejap gile cuti kali ni. Tak puas lagi nak stay dekat Kota Kinabalu dah kena balik Penang. Sobs! Usually I akan rasa excited nak balik but not this time and this is all because of my timetable yang macam haremmm. I bet it's going to be an exhausted and hectic semester for me. Ugh. Can I just skip this becoming semester? Help me!

Tak nak tak nak pun kena balik juga. Kena packing barang juga. So basically I'm halfway done packing. Tinggal few things yang kena masukkan dalam beg *as usual beg penuh* yay me! Harini pun sangat penat sebab dari bangun pagi dah start mengemas bilik. Seriously I rasa macam I buat clearance kat bilik I sendiri. I cuci tingkap, menyapu, vacuum and everything. 1 word I must say "Satisfaction". Yes! My room is now officially clean and zero rubbish. Woohoo! Beat that people!

Persediaan untuk next semester pun so far takde masalah. Resume untuk Latihan Industri *bahasa mudah - practical* pun dah settle tapi tak tau la betul ke tak. Hahaha. Takpe. Balik Penang nanti bincang balik dengan coordinator tengok ape yang kena betulkan. OMG OMG! Rasa diri ini dah dewasa sebab uruskan resume sendiri. Aww baby girl dah nak masuk alam pekerjaan *mimpi*. Diploma tak habis lagi ade hati nak kerja. Semeseter 3 ni pun tak lepas lagi hah.

Resume nak minta kerja :)

I have to admit yang perasaan excited nak balik Penang tu memang ade sebabnye nak jumpe my girls, my boys, friends and of course sayang. Hehehe. Itu haruslah! Lagipun 1st December tu kitorang genap 2 months. Aww sayang. I really can't wait to see you! Tapi kan tapi kan. Balik Penang nanti ni I sorang sorang. Dah la takde sape nak ambik I kat airport, sampai kampus pun girlfriends takde sebab diorang pegi Sedim. Bapak sedih! M pun tak sampai Penang lagi Sabtu tu. So I nak lepak dengan sape je? Sobs! Not a good start for a new semester I guess? Haihhh. Nasib nasib. Tapi takpelah. Dugaan seorang student kan? Pasrah!

Hmm... Tak ade ape lagi yang nak sembang. Nanti sebelum balik I akan try lagi untuk update blog ye? Stay tune!

XOXO

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Anger Management

Assalamualaikum hello hi hey! Oh Em Gee. Malam ni sangat semangat nak update blog sebab ape? I don't know. Terasa nak melepaskan segala kemarahan dan keghairahan kat blog malam ni. Wah gitu. Hahaha. Jadi, moh le kite lihat ape yang I nak share kali ni.

I tersangatlah bengang and agak emotional la sikit dengan match between Malaysia vs Singapore for the AFF Suzuki Cup 2012 just now. Bukan nak menjatuhkan Skuad Kebangsaan ke ape. But the game was just so bad. I have to admit la bukan senang nak main bola tu kan and I know our players memang dah cuba buat yang terbaik for our country but then there was a lot of careless mistakes yang memang... Haihhh. Tak tau nak cakap ape lagi dah. Bukan nak blame skuad kite je. Nak blame sekali coach kebangsaan si RajaGobal tu hah. Ntah pape je la yang dia latih dengan budak budak tu. Tak habis habis dengan eksperimen dia. Nak jadi scientist cakap. Tak payah susah susah jadi coach kebangsaan.

Selamanya Harimau Malaya

But. Despite all the careless mistakes and disappointing match. I still believe in our Skuad Harimau Malaya. I still have faith and put my trust on them. I know they can do it like they did before. Hopefully next match diorang akan bangkit dan mengaum semula. All The Best Tiger! *lepas ni I dah boleh jadi commentator sukan*

Anyway. Lupakan cerita pasal bola sepak dulu. I nak cerita pula pasal M ni hah. Oh Em Gee. Kitorang gaduh lagi last night untuk kali yang ke 137103856201! Eeee tak habis habis la kitorang ni bergaduh. Macam Tom & Jerry dah aku tengok kitorang berdua ni. Ugh! I tak tau nak cakap ape lagi dah. Sakit hati je kalau nak fikir balik.

M ni memang hardworking guy. I have to admit that. Tapi keje sampai takde masa untuk family, girlfriend and paling worst diri sendiri tu susah juga. Ntah la. I ni kan perempuan. Of course I need attention especially from my boyfriend. Tapi kalau boyfriend asyik busy memanjang, balik pun dah lewat malam dah penat nak tido mane I nak dapat attention? Hmm. Okay. To be honest, sometimes I ni pun jenis yang mendesak but all I want is his time. That's all. I'm lonely and I'm bored. Takde tempat nak luah perasaan and nak bermanja. How I wish dia faham perasaan I. Yang I tak tahan tu. When it comes to his friends, sampai 2-3 pagi pun sanggup stay up tau. Tapi untuk I je memang dia akan penat. Menci menci menci!

Lepas tu tau nak marah I bile I texting dengan orang lain. Okay memang tak patut juga la I buat camtu but then I texting dengan sape je? I text my buddyz Mr. F. I'm sad and he's there. At least F sanggup teman I sampai pukul 3 pagi tau just to make sure that I'm okay. He tried his best to make me happy again. And he did it. I do feel happy :') *suke lettew orang puji awak*

I dah tak tau nak buat camne lagi dah. All I can do is sabar, sabar and sabar. I really hope that all these will worth the wait. Tak sabar nak buka semester baru. Tak nak duduk jauh jauh lagi dah. *okay baru sedar yang cuti dah nak habis. uwaaaah!* I really hope that you will understand me. Will you?

Zha, xoxo.

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