Random Feelings?

Assalamualaikum and hello korang! I know I know. Lama I menghilang kan? Okay. It was a very super long story so I malas nak cerita semua benda remeh yang I rasa tak penting untuk I selitkan dalam blog I. But benda penting yang I nak share is I'm HOME! Yes. Home as in HOME in Kota Kinabalu okay?! Reasons why I'm back was because I have an interview for my internship next semester and what else do you think? Of course la HOLIDAY! Chinese New Year break. Best feeling ever bila dapat balik rumah sendiri time holiday. Oh My Gucci!

Okay. Whatever it is. I have a huge story I wanna share. Well. Not exactly huge and for sure it is not that important. Not for you. Right?

Have you guys ever fell in love with two different person at the very same time? I know it sounds greedy but it really happen. There comes a time where your heart is at two places and your soul just don't have an idea where should it go. Some people just don't get the idea of loving two person at the same time because they just don't belong to the situation. And that kind of people who will always judge. I just don't understand why they have to judge.

Being stuck and not having the idea of what you should do is sucks. Really. It kills you and sometimes you just feel like jumping off the cliff and die. Screaming out loud seems to sound better I guess? Whatever it is. The problem is still there. Whether you jump or scream, you still have to face the truth. You can't run away from your problems. So face it. That's what I have done and it was a HUGE relieved. Believe me.

Honesty brings me to happiness. I told them the truth. Guts suddenly become my best friend. Yes. I have made the right decision. I am now happy with someone that never doubt with his love for me. He live his life for me. Though he had been through so many things when he's with me but he never gave up. I'm just so lucky to have someone who love and care for me that much. Be jelly. I love you sayang. It's been 4 months and 10 days. Looking forward for years now.

XOXO, ZHA.